The solitude of writing is also quite frightening. It's quite close to madness, one just disappears for a day and loses touch.Collection: Writing
Peace. The upland serenity of high altitude, the openness of grassland without indigenous bush or trees; the greening, yellowing or silver-browning that prevailed, according to season.Collection: Peace
Writing is always a voyage of discovery.Collection: Writing
Literature is one of the few areas left where black and white feel some identity of purpose; we all struggle under censorship.Collection: Struggle
it's impossible to conquer all fear and loss by preparation. There are always sources of desolation that aren't taken into account because no one knows what they will be.Collection: Taken
Fiction is a way of exploring possibilities present but undreamt of in the living of a single life.Collection: Single Life
In various and different circumstances certain objects and individuals are going to turn out to be vital. The wager of survival cannot, by its nature, reveal which, in advance of events.Collection: Survival
One can't measure how a mood of confidence comes about.Collection: Mood
It's easier for the former masters to put aside the masks that hid their humanity than for the former slaves to recognise the faces underneath. Or to trust that this is not a new mask these are wearing.Collection: Humanity
a writer doesn't only need the time when he's actually writing - he or she has got to have time to think and time just to let things work out. Nothing is worse for this than society. Nothing is worse for this than the abrasive, if enjoyable, effect of other people.Collection: Writing
When I was a child, we seemed to be living in a world remote from the rest of the world. But television has made a great difference to all of us.Collection: Children
Rebirth. I mean by this simply what happens when the child begins to realise the fact that the black does not enter through the white’s front door is not in the same category as the fact that the dead will never come back.Collection: Children
Mumbling obeisance to abhorrence of apartheid is like those lapsed believers who cross themselves when entering a church.Collection: Church
There's no tiling moral about beauty.Collection: Beauty
Communists are the last optimists.Collection: Lasts
If people would forget about utopia! When rationalism destroyed heaven and decided to set it up here on earth, that most terrible of all goals entered human ambition. It was clear there'd be no end to what people would be made to suffer for it.Collection: Ambition
If you look at the recent Nobel Prize winners, one couldn't say that the work didn't matter and the political commitment did. Who had ever heard of the Egyptian writer Naguib Mahfouz? He is not politically involved. Octavio Paz is a great poet, also not politically involved. The Nobel Prize is for literature, for the quality of work over the years.Collection: Commitment
Certainly the people who are close to me are happier. They feel freer.Collection: People
As writers, we are exploring the mystery, the mystery of existence.Collection: Mystery
I decided that I wanted nothing to do with South African government television while any of my fellow writers were banned and couldn't speak publicly.Collection: Government
when it comes to their essential faculty as writers, all writers are androgynous beings.Collection: Essentials
Humans, the only self-regarding animals, blessed or cursed with this torturing higher faculty, have always wanted to know why.Collection: Blessed
Very often we support change, and then are swept away by the change. I think that...you just make your own response to your own generation. A response adequate to your time.Collection: Change
Success sometimes may be defined as a disaster put on hold. Qualified. Has to be.Collection: May
And this indifference is still very much present in modern South Africa. Just listen to Nobel Prize winner Nadine Gordimer - a representative of the British elite in this country: Afrikaner women are lower than rats, closer related to plants, just fit enough to be raped in an act of genus preservation.Collection: Country
I don't understand writers who feel they shouldn't have to do any of the ordinary things of life, because I think that this is necessary: one has to keep in touch with that... The ordinary action of taking a dress down to the dry cleaner's or spraying some plants infected with greenfly is a very sane and good thing to do. It brings one back, so to speak. It also brings the world back.Collection: Thinking
I'm forty-nine but I could be twenty-five except for my face and my legs.Collection: Twenties
The process of writing fiction is totally unconscious. It comes from what you are learning, as you live, from within. For me, all writing is a process of discovery. We are looking for the meaning of life. No matter where you are, there are conflicts and dramas everywhere. It is the process of what it means to be a human being; how you react and are reacted upon, these inward and outer pressures. If you are writing with a direct cause in mind, you are writing propaganda. It's fatal for a fiction writer.Collection: Drama
Perhaps there is no other way of reaching some understanding of being than through art? Writers themselves don't analyze what they do; to analyze would be to look down while crossing a canyon on a tightrope. To say this is not to mystify the process of writing but to make an image out of the intense inner concentration the writer must have to cross the chasms of the aleatory and make them the word's own, as an explorer plants a flag.Collection: Art
Learning to write sent me falling, falling through the surface of the South African way of life.Collection: Fall
in writing, sex doesn't matter; it's the writing that matters.Collection: Sex
Once you have some sort of reputation in the outside world, they will try to woo you. They will say, "Won't you come and be on a talk program about books? That's not political." Then they can say to the outside world, "See how free it is, she appears on television. See how free it is." So I refused to have anything of mine read or dramatized on South African television.Collection: Book
Well, you know, in the fundamentalist milieu of the Afrikaners, there was a sense that they were a chosen people, that they were bringing civilization to the blacks.Collection: Civilization
The function of a writer is to make sense of life. It is such a mystery, it changes all the time, like the light.Collection: Light
It was a miracle; it was all a miracle: and one ought to have known, from the sufferings of saints, that miracles are horror.Collection: Miracle
Perhaps the best way to write is to do so as if one were already dead, afraid of no one's reactions, answerable to no one's views.Collection: Writing
Writers themselves don't analyze what they do; to analyze would be to look down while crossing a canyon on a tightrope.Collection: Would Be
Can you imagine a writer in England influencing? Absolutely not. And in France? It used to be, but no more-absolutely not. France used to, at least, have writers as diplomats, but not any more.Collection: Diplomats
Where do whites fit in the New Africa? Nowhere, I'm inclined to sayand I do believe that it is true that even the gentlest and most westernised Africans would like the emotional idea of the continent entirely without the complication of the presence of the white man for a generation or two. But nowhere, as an answer for us whites, is in the same category as remarks like What's the use of living? in the face of the threat of atomic radiation. We are living; we are in Africa.Collection: Believe
The Communist Party is very popular in South Africa, especially among the young people. Never having had a chance to travel, and having suffered so much under capitalism, they still can't believe that the Russian people themselves have rejected it.Collection: Party
September 2001. A sunny day in New York. Many of us who are writers were at work on the transformation of life into a poem, story, a chapter of a novel, when terror pounced from the sky, and the world made witness to it.Collection: New York
Can you imagine writers influencing things in America? Can you imagine a writer in England influencing? Absolutely not. And in France? It used to be, but no more - absolutely not. France used to, at least, have writers as diplomats, but not any more.Collection: America
If you live in Europe . . . things change . . . but continuity never seems to break. You don't have to throw the past away.Collection: Past
About the joys and the courage, I really don't know what other people think. I just know that I've never left Africa. I've lived there all my life. And one of the wonderful things, in spite of all the terrible things that happen in South Africa, is the way people continue to keep their dignity.Collection: Thinking
Exile as a mode of genius no longer exists; in place of Joyce we have the fragments of work appearing in Index on Censorship.Collection: Genius
I couldn't be sufficiently interested in human beings to be a writer if I had contempt for human beings.Collection: Contempt
If one will always have to feel white first, and African second, it would be better not to stay on in AfricaCollection: White
I don't think I am a citizen of the world; I am very much a citizen of my own country. But my own country is closely related to other parts of the world and influenced by what happens there.Collection: Country
The country of the tourist pamphlet always is another country, an embarrassing abstraction of the desirable that, thank God, does not exist on this planet, where there are always ants and bad smells and empty Coca-Cola bottles to keep the grubby finger-print of reality upon the beautiful.Collection: Beautiful