Dan Chaon

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There is your car and the open road, the fabled lure of random adventure. You stand at the verge, and you could become anything.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Adventure
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If no one knows you, then you are no one.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Knows
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The happiest I have ever been is in the life that I led with my wife and kids.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Kids
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A lot of time, with stories, I'll start out with a title and try to dream myself into the story that it evokes - a kind of subconscious exercise in which I'm trawling for some kind of entryway into fiction.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Dream
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Sometimes he thinks that if he could only trace the path of his life carefully enough, everything would become clear. The ways that he screwed up would make sense. He closes his eyes tightly. His life wasn't always a mistake, he thinks, and he breathes uncertainly for awhile, trying to find a pathway into unconsciousness, into sleep.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Mistake
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You can go on like this for a very long time, and no one will notice. You keep thinking you're going to hit some sort of bottom, but I'm here to tell you: There is no bottom.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Thinking
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Writing a short story is a little like walking into a dark room, finding a light and turning it on. The light is the end of the story.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Writing
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You can't count on notoriety lasting very long, and there's no way to predict whether anyone will care about your books or you in three years, let alone ten or twenty.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Book
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Even when our death is imminent, we carry the image of ourselves moving forward, alive, into the future.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Moving
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Maybe love, like suffering, is relative.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Suffering
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Identity issues are hardwired into the way I think about character - it's almost as if I can't get away from them even if I want to.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Character
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Maybe it's because I grew up during the MTV generation, but to me a perfect song is one I can imagine a music video to, a song that can take you into a dream.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Dream
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I've never been able to sleep very much, even when I was a kid. I used to hate being forced to lay in bed in the darkness, and just shifting in bed and staring at the shadows.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Hate
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I would say that all short stories have mystery naturally built into them.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Stories
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Imaginative empathy is one of the great gifts that humans have, and it means that we can live more than one life. We can picture what it would be like from another perspective.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Mean
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In some ways all of my fiction is like a conversation I'm having with the writers I read when I was first falling in love with books.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Falling In Love
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A novel requires a certain kind of world-building and also a certain kind of closure, ultimately. Whereas with a short story you have this sense that there are hinges that the reader doesn't see.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Stories
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I usually have more than one thing I'm working on at once - I've been working on three different novels. When I get stuck on one, I hop back and forth.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Different
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Fiction is fun because you get to steal an identity and try to make it authentic.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Fun
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I know a lot of people don't listen to music when they're writing because it distracts them, but for me it's almost a way to get into the self-hypnotic state that I need to be in to write.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Writing
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It is not like a premonition of death. It is as if she died a long time ago, and she just now remembered it.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Long
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At a certain point, you must be able to slip loose. At a certain point, you found that you had been set free. You could be anyone, he thought. You could be anyone.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Able
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So this was what it felt like to lose yourself. Again. To let go of your future and let it rise up and up until finally you couldn't see it anymore, and you knew that you had to start over.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Life
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In the end, there probably isn't much difference between being in love and acting like you're in love.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Being In Love
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I never wanted to get to a point in my life where I knew what was going to happen next. I felt like most people just couldn't wait until they found themselves settled down into a routine and they didn't have to think about the next day, or the next year, or the next decade because it was all planned out for them. I can't understand how people can settle for having just one life.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Thinking
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There are so many people we could become, and we leave such a trail of bodies through our teens and twenties that it's hard to tell which one is us. How many versions do we abandon over the years?
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Collection: Years
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Here is the door of my mom's house, well-remembered childhood portal. Here is the yard, and a set of wires that runs from the house to a wooden pole, and some fat birds sitting together on the wires, five of them lined up like beads on an abacus.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Mom
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I've had a lot of different lives. I was adopted, I grew up in Nebraska, and then I went to Northwestern... Then I had this really extraordinary, different life than my parents.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Parent
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I think we're always in some ways writing to the teachers who gave us early love.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Teacher
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How can you come to understand your life when even the beginning is so complicated: a single cell imprinted with the color of your eyes and the shape of your face the pattern on your palm and the moods that will shadow you through your life. How can you be alive when every choice you make breaks the world into a thousand filaments each careless step branching into long tributaries of alternate lives shuddering outward and outward like sheet lightning.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Eye
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I'm certainly very influenced by what you would call 'contemporary headline horror,' stuff that is true crime or for one reason or another catches our attention in the media, those strange cases that we end up obsessing about. I'm always influenced by weird anecdotes and news.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Media
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I usually have more than one thing I'm working on at once -- I've been working on three different novels. When I get stuck on one, I hop back and forth. It's sort of freeing: I can say I'm abandoning this thing that I hate forever and I'm moving on to something that's good. I'll find that I'll go back to [the other project] in a day or a week and like it again. But that moment of wanting to trash something -- that Virginia Woolf moment when you have to be stopped from filling your pocket with stones -- comes pretty regularly for me. Switching is probably a good thing.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Hate
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Plot was always secondary in my mind.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Mind
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What if you believed that everything in life was like a prize? What if you thought of the world as a big random drawing, and you were always winning things, the world offering them up with a big grin, like an emcee's: Here you go, Hollis. Here is a motorcycle. Here is a little boy who loves you. Here is a weird experience, here is something bad that you should mull over because it will make you a better person. What if you could think that life was this free vacation you'd won, and you won just because you happened to be alive?
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Love You
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Julie Orringer is the real thing, a breathtaking chronicler of the secrets and cruelties underneath the surface of middle-class American life. These are terrific stories-wise, compassionate and haunting.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Wise
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It doesn't matter what you do. In the end, you are going to be judged, and all the times that you're not at your most dignified are the ones that will be recalled in all their vivid, heartbreaking detail. And then of course these things will be distorted and exaggerated and replayed over and over, until eventually they turn into the essence of you: your cartoon.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Essence
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One of the things I rarely do is write about sex.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Sex
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It's not like it ruined my life, I was going to say, but then I didn't. Because it occurred to me that maybe it had ruined my life, in a kind of quiet way--a little lie, probably not so vital, insidiously separating me from everyone I loved.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Lying
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You can't tell people how to feel when they read your work. You can only hope to connect.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: People
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I have long admired Caroline Leavitt's probing insight into people, her wit and compassion, her ability to find humor in dark situations, and conversely, her tenderness towards characters.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Character
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I feel like I go back and forth between being fairly fatalistic and really more hopeful about the possibilities of things changing. And will see how that goes in this election cycle. That will probably strongly affect how fatalistic I am.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Hopeful
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I've been reading Peter Straub since I was a teenager, and his work is hardwired into my brain. A Dark Matter contains echoes of all that has been great about Straub's previous work and builds upon it. This Rashomon-like tale is as spooky and frightening as anything he has written, but it's also an intense and moving celebration of love. Out of the darkness comes, ultimately, a surprising and haunting sense of joy.
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Collection: Teenager
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I can't understand how people can settle for having just one life. I remember we were in English class and we were talking about that poem by - that one guy. David Frost. 'Two roads diverged in a yellow wood-' You know this poem, right? 'Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both and be one traveler, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could, to where it bent in the undergrowth-" "I loved that poem. But I remember thinking to myself: Why? How come you can't travel both? That seemed really unfair to me.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Sorry
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People write fiction in their minds all the time - every time we read a 'human interest' news story, or a true crime tale, we find ourselves fascinated because we're trying to understand why people behave the way they do, why they make the choices they do, how we become who we become.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Writing
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I knew I wanted to play around with genre-esque imagery, and the identity theft stuff came in the middle, when I was figuring out how the characters were connected to those images.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Character
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A conclusion is simply the place where you got tired of thinking.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Hilarious
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It had occurred to him that if the undead don't realize that they are dead, he might easily be one of them himself.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Might
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Our sense of self is a kind of construct. It is in some ways like a novel, and it's like a fabric of fictions that we patch together from memory.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Memories
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Fiction is a particular kind of rhetoric, a way of thinking that I think can be useful in your life. It asks you to image the world through someone else's eyes, and it allows you to try to empathize with situations that you haven't actually experienced.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Eye
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For the last few years I've tried to force myself to write at least one page every day, which doesn't sound like much but it's actually pretty hard to manage. Because I'm not allowed to do a make-up day. I can't do two pages the next day. The punishment for not completing my page is that I have to eat a vegetarian meal the next day.
- Dan Chaon
Collection: Writing