Nan Goldin

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My desire is to preserve the sense of people’s lives, to endow them with the strength and beauty I see in them. I want the people in my pictures to stare back.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: People
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I used to think that I could never lose anyone if I photographed them enough. In fact, my pictures show me how much I’ve lost.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Thinking
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Yes, photography saved my life. Every time I go through something scary, traumatic, I survive by taking pictures.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Photography
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A lot of people seem to think that art or photography is about the way things look, or the surface of things. That's not what it's about for me. It's really about relationships and feelings...it's really hard for me to do commercial work because people kind of want me to do a Nan Goldin. They don't understand that it's not about a style or a look or a setup. It's about emotional obsession and empathy.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Photography
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I always thought if I photographed anyone or anything enough, I would never lose the person, I would never lose the memory, I would never lose the place. But the pictures show me how much I've lost.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Memories
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My work has been about making a record of my life that no one can revise. I photograph myself in times of trouble or change in order to find the ground to stand on in the change. I was coming out of a melancholic phase. This was taken when I was traveling extensively, on the road from hotel to hotel. You get displaced, and then taking self-portraits becomes a way of hanging on to yourself.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Taken
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For me it is not a detachment to take a picture. It's a way of touching somebody - it's a caress… I think that you can actually give people access to their own soul.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Thinking
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I knew from a very early age, that what I saw on tv had nothing to do with real life. So I wanted to make a record of real life. That included having a camera with me at all times.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Real
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I think the wrong things are kept private
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Thinking
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My work is mostly about memory. It is very important to me that everybody that I have been close to in my life I make photographs of them.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Memories
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The camera is as much a part of my everyday life as talking or eating or sex.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Sex
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My work shows the beauty in so many different kinds of people because I never photograph anyone who I don't think is beautiful. I never take an intentionally mean picture.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Beautiful
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I just get inspired to take a picture by the beauty and vulnerability of my friends.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Inspired
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If I want to take a picture, I take it no matter what.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Want
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I usually work really instinctively and it's afterwards that I think about what it means. I don't know consciously that I have these themes that run through my work.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Running
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I'm very influenced by a lot of things, but my chief influence is my friends and what I see and what I feel and my own experiences and memory.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Memories
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The thing that drives me most crazy in the world is not to be believed.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Crazy
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There are ways of angling the camera. I don't just use a tripod. The only time I did that was in '88 when I first came out of detox, I spent every day doing self-portraits to fit back into my own skin. I didn't know what the world looked like - what I looked like - so in order to fit back into myself, I took self-portraits everyday to give myself courage and to fit the pieces back together. I used a tripod then.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Self
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It's so rare to see a woman's sexuality, real female sexuality, either in the shows or in the clothes.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Real
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The idea that a fashion photograph could make you cry doesn't happen. And I'm proud to say that my slideshows can make people cry.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Fashion
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Yes, I need to be fed but the need to be loved by friends has been as important to me than any lover I've had all my life. This is part of the reasons that my lovers don't stay because they are jealous of how much I care about my friends.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Jealous
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The complete disregard for the camera's presence indicates its complete saturation in their lives. The subject neither notices nor seems to care that someone has been invited into their private moment.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Cameras
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I don't even like photography at all. I'm just doing photography until I can do something better.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Photography
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My life there[in New York] was almost entirely about gay men for 30 years.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: New York
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I've become really interested in the landscape but not as landscape but more as it relates to mood and how we live and how the outside impacts on the inside. I didn't really look at the outside world during the years I was photographing the Ballad as I was locked inside my house and I lived totally inside.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Impact
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Now what I like is that other artists know my work and are interested in me or want to collaborate.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Artist
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One of the things I love so much about Valerie [Belin] is that she inhabits her body so completely. She has no self-consciousness about having stretch marks or having given birth. It's just so amazing that she has nothing to hide. Whereas all these other women see every little - supposed - imperfection - anything irregular is seen as an imperfection.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Self
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As a non-Catholic, and since I was a child, I have been obsessed with the ritual and the beauty of Catholic art. I look at Renaissance art all the time.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Art
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I have very healthy strong relationships with women.
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Collection: Strong
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In '83 I started travelling round Europe with my slide show. It wasn't until I moved to Europe and got accepted in a big way in Berlin in the '90s that I got acceptance by the big art world in New York. I didn't really get to be known, or in the market, til '93 in New York.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Art
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In America, more than half the population are overweight. It's not healthy and I'm not proud of that but I don't hate having a woman's body.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Hate
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When I put my big retrospective together in '96 [for the Whitney Museum of American Art, New York], I saw that there were all these pictures of people inside looking out. All these pictures of women in water and mirrors. I don't know what it means.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Art
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I was recently interviewed for radio in relation to the "Thanksgiving" show [2001] at the Saatchi gallery that I was part of. The interviewer said that people in London were very disturbed that I showed a picture of myself battered ("Nan One Month after Being Battered", 1984) and they thought that I set it up. I was accused of deliberately putting on a wig for that particular picture.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: People
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Actually, I think what is being shown as beauty in fashion magazines right now has become particularly ugly. This kind of straight, blonde very conservative.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Fashion
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If I do continue to do fashion, I would want to radicalise it.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Fashion
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I had my first museum showing of my slide show in Rotterdam, in 1983. I love Rotterdam. I love harbour cities in general.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Museums
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I know somewhat about Kate [Moss who featured in the Vogue spread]. I always thought that Kate's look had come from my old friend Siobhan Liddell and some of her friends because they dressed like that about ten years ago. Unconsciously, and right after that, that whole look sort of came out.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Years
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I did [heroin] maybe when I was 18 but I got over that pretty quickly.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Heroin
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I never, never photograph someone getting high to sell clothes. I was called, at some point, the person responsible for "heroin chic". I didn't have anything to do with "heroin chic".
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Clothes
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I like it [Rotterdam] much better than Amsterdam which is too much like a postcard. It's too cute for me. Rotterdam is more real, it's got a stomach.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Cute
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The things that I look at include Renaissance art. I'm obsessed with churches and paintings of saints.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Art
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I have the freedom of seeing it [churches and paintings of saints] with a non-Catholic eye without the guilt.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Eye
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No Jews have our own guilt, that's why we have psychiatrists - the Jewish version of a priest.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Guilt
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I'm very much interested in water and women in water. I've been photographing that for years although I didn't really know it at the time.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Years
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[I influenced by ]the work of early [Michelangelo] Antonioni, Orson Welles and [Carlo] Pasolini, I love [Nicolas Jack] Roeg's film "Performance".
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Film
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I shot for French and British Vogue. The British Vogue one featured clothes by Chloe and was shot at Highgate and the John Soane Museum. It came out much better in my opinion. I only did one day and was working with my own make-up and hair people and a model who I've known for years.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Clothes
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In a way, it [my style] is an homage. But I didn't really know about it at first. But then when I started living in Berlin in the early '90s, I started getting ID and Dazed and Confused. I was shocked how close things were to my work.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Confused
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I don't know if Yves St Laurent likes my work but Pierre Bergé does.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Doe
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Stella McCartney is [my] big fan.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: Fans
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At the same time as the UK Vogue one, I did a shoot that took about 40 days of friends and people I admired in Paris, for French Vogue. This is how I met Maria Schneider in June and which began our friendship.
- Nan Goldin
Collection: June