Tabitha Suzuma
As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong.Collection: Hurt
I might appear confident and chatty, but I spend most of my time laughing at jokes I don't find funny, saying things I don't really mean - because at the end of the day that's what we're all trying to do: fit in, one way or another, desperately trying to pretend we're all the same.Collection: Mean
At the end of the day it's about how much you can bear, how much you can endure. Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves.Collection: The End Of The Day
...and my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.Collection: Loneliness
They say when you really love someone, you should be willing to set them free. So that is what I am doing. I will step back and you will move on. I will let you go. ... Your happiness means everything to me. I will listen for your voice in the distance. I will look at the moon. I will keep you in my pocket. I will carry your smile with me everywhere, like a warm and comforting glow.Collection: Distance
Out of the millions and millions of people that inhabit this planet, he is one of the tiny few I can never have.Collection: People
You've always been my best friend, my soul mate, and now I've fallen in love with you too. Why is that such a crime?Collection: Love You
At the age of five she has already come to terms with one of the life's harshest lessons: that the world isn't fair.Collection: Age
How can something so wrong feel so right?Collection: Feels
It's always nice being wanted. Even if it's by the wrong person.Collection: Nice
Trying to describe my life and feelings to you is like trying to describe coulours to the blind, or music to the deaf. It's simply not possible.Collection: Feelings
Even though I'm surrounded by pupils, there is the invisible screen screen between us, and behind the glass wall I am screaming - screaming in my own silence, screaming to be noticed, to be befriended, to be liked.Collection: Wall
I can’t tell you. I can’t tell you of all people. Throughout my life you were the one person I could turn to. The one person I could always count on to understand. And now that I’ve lost you, I’ve lost everything.Collection: People
Get through today – you can fall apart tomorrow. Get through tomorrow, you can fall apart the day after . . .Collection: Fall
I don't know when it started - this thing - bit it's growing, muffling me, suffocating me like poison ivy. I grew into it. It grew into me. We blurred at the edges, became an amorphous, seeping, crawling thing.Collection: Ivy
Lochie. The boy I once loved. The boy I still love. The boy I will continue to love, even when my part in this world is over too.Collection: Boys
At what point do you give up - decide enough is enough? There is only one answer really. Never.Collection: Giving Up
Do I realy regret that night? That one moment of joy beyond compare – some people never experience it in a lifetime. But the downside to that taste of pure happiness is that,like a drug, a glimmer of paradise, it leaves you craving more.Collection: Regret
It's horrible being ashamed of someone you care about; it eats away at you. And if you let it get to you, if you give up the fight and surrender, eventually that shame turns to hate.Collection: Giving Up
Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past.Collection: Pain
The sight of such aching beauty would infuse his soul with pain.Collection: Pain
I love you in–in every kind of way.’ ‘I feel like that too . . .’ His voice is shocked and raw. ‘It’s – it’s a feeling so big I sometimes think it’s going to swalow me. It’s so strong I feel it could kil me. It keeps growing and I can’t – I don’t know what to do to stop it. But – but we’re not supposed to do this – to love each other like this!Collection: Strong
Never before have I imagined my life without him—like this house, he is my only point of reference in this difficult existence, this unstable and frightening world. The thought of his leaving home fills me with a terror so strong, it takes my breath away. I feel like one of those seagulls covered in oil from a spill, drowning in a black tar of fear.Collection: Strong
At what point does a fly give up trying to escape through a closed window – do its survival instincts keep it going until it is physically capable of no more, or does it eventually learn after one crash too many that there is no way out? At what point do you decide that enough is enough?Collection: Giving Up
Anyway, what does mad mean exactly?" Rami added quickly "Aren't we all a little mad? Don't we have to be somehat mad just to go on living, to go on hoping?Collection: Mean
I would give anything to escape myself, Flynn thought, just for a day, just for a minute even. Just to know what it was like to think differently, to feel differently, and to not be me.Collection: Thinking
He shakes his head with a slow smile. You'd better be right. If the phone rings, I'm unpluggining it, I swear to God-“ You'd do that to your five-year-old sister?“ I gasp in mock outrage. For one whole night alone? Jesus, Maya, I'd sell her to the gypsies!Collection: Jesus
I want to tell her that I can't pull her down. I want to tell her that she has to let go of my hand in order to swim. I want to tell her that she must live her own life. But I sense she already knows that these options are open to her. And that she, too, has made her choice.Collection: Letting Go
If I keep breathing, then I have to keep living, and if I keep living, then I have to keep hurting, and I can't - not like this.Collection: Hurt
She can't just be a face, a body; there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone.Collection: Connections
Time has stopped; time is racing. Lochie's lips are rough yet smooth, hard yet gentle. His fingers are strong: I feel them in my hair and on my neck and down my arms and against my back. And I never want him to let me go.Collection: Strong
This is the definition of happiness: a whole day stretching out ahead of me, beautiful in its emptiness and simplicity.Collection: Beautiful
Willa’s big blue eyes, Willa’s dimpled-cheeked smile. Tiffin’s shaggy blond mane, Tiffin’s cheeky grin. Kit’s yells of excitement, Kit’s glow of pride. Maya’s face, Maya’s kisses, Maya’s love. Maya, Maya, Maya . . .Collection: Eye
And I know how he feels–it’s so good it hurts.Collection: Hurt
And this is something I must accept - even if, like acid on metal, it is slowly corroding me inside.Collection: Acid
He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.Collection: Morning
The words fire from my mouth like bullets, ricocheting off the walls before I can even register what I'm saying.Collection: Wall
Pressed up against him, I can feel the thud of his heart against mine, his ribcase expanding and contracting rapidly against my chest, the warm whisper of his breath tickling the side of my neck, the brush of his leg against my thigh. Resting my arms on his shoulders, I pull back a little to get a look at his face. But he isn't smiling any more.Collection: Heart
I've never seen anyone sleep with their head hanging off the back of a wooden chair before - was the couch not comfortable enough for you?Collection: Sleep
Family: the most important thing of all. My siblings may drive me crazy at times but they are my blood. They’re all I’ve known. My family is me. They are my life. Without them I walk the planet alone. Forbidden, Tabitha SuzumaCollection: Sibling
There are no laws, no boundaries on feelings.We can love each other as much and as deeply as we want.No one, Maya, no one can ever take that away from us.Collection: Law
But I don't want to be fine, not if it means she's going to let go of my hand; not if it means we're going to go back to being polite strangers.Collection: Letting Go
Otherwise I'll fall apart. I'm going to fall apart. I am falling apart.Collection: Fall
This whole time, my whole life, that harsh, stony path was leading up to this one point. I followed it blindly, stumbling along the way, scraped and weary, without any idea of where it was leading, without ever realizing that with every step I was approaching the light at the end of a very long, dark tunnel. And now that I've reached it, now that I'm here, I want to catch it in my hand, hold onto it forever to look back on - the point at which my new life really began.Collection: Dark
Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves.Collection: Together
Any guy, even imaginary, would just feel like second best. Second best to what? I don't even have an image of the perfect boyfriend. I just know he must exist. Because I have all these feelings-love, longing, wanting to be touched, dreaming of being kissed-yet no one to focus them on.Collection: Dream
How-how can we make it against the whole world?Collection: World
He will think Lochan wasn't loved, but he was, more deeply than most people are in a lifetime.Collection: Thinking
only a matter of time before it broke through our fragile web of denial, forcing us to confront the truth and acknowledge who we are: two people in love – a love that nobody else could possibly understand.Collection: Two
But whichever form it took it brought with it, in those moments of bitter anguish, such a desperate surge of hope that it was almost untouchable, and flitted away like a golden butterfly into the bright blue sky - beautiful, unreachable and completely transistent.Collection: Beautiful