Patricia McCormick

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Look. I have a strategy. Why expect anything? If you don’t expect anything, you don’t get disappointed.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Disappointment
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If you look hard enough, chaos turns into order the way letters turn into words.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Order
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You show you care, you die.You show you fear, you die.You show nothing, maybe you live.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Care
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A man who doles out sweets, and slaps, with the same hand.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Sweet
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Sometimes when we’re in situations where we feel we’re not in control, we do things, especially things that take a lot of energy, as a way of making ourselves feel we have some power.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Energy
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Simply to endure is to triumph.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Triumph
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I imagine you working on me as an algebra problem, reducing me to fractions, crossing out common denominators, until there's nothing left on the page but a line that says x = whatever it is that is wrong with me.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Lines
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Instead, we linger over a luxury that costs nothing: Imagining what may be.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Luxury
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Trying to remember, I have learned, is like trying to clutch a handful of fog. Trying to forget, like trying to hold back the monsoon.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Fog
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Arriving to class late is disruptive of the learning process. I think that it is disrespectful to both the instructor and the students. I generally find a problem with students being tardy to my 9:10 a.m. class, in which students would come in thirty minutes late to this fifty minute class. I started locking my door at 9:15 second semester.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Thinking
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When I have run out of words to copy, I look out the window at this strange place called India. Inside the train, the people around me are snoring. I don't understand how they can close their eyes when there is so much to see.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Running
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Inside my head I carry: my baby goat, my baby brother, my ama's face, our family's future. My bundle is light. My burden is heavy.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Baby
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Then I placed the blade next to the skin on my palm. A tingle arched across my scalp. The floor tipped up at me and my body spilled away. Then I was on the ceiling looking down, waiting to see what would happen next.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Waiting
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Long time I been on my own, but now really I'm alone. I survive the killing, the starving, all the hate of the Khmer Rouge, but I think maybe now I will die of this, of broken heart.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Hate
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This affliction--hope--is so cruel and stubborn, I believe it will kill me
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Life
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Rochelle," she calls out, still looking at me. "Is there anyone down at the desk? I need something." I'm too startled to move. Is she going to tell on me, get me in trouble? Rochelle's gotten up; she's banging the toilet stall doors open one by one, checking to make sure no one's in there. When the last stall turns up empty, she gives Amanda an annoyed look. "What do you need this time of night?" Amanda smiles at me, then turns to face Rochelle. "A tampon
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Moving
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Then I place the blade next to the skine on my palm. A tingle arced across my scalp. The flood tipped up at me and my body spiraled away. Then I was on the ceiling looking down, waiting to see what would happen next. What happened next was thet a perfect, straight line of blood bloomed from under the blade.The line grow into a long, Fat bubbel, A lush crimson bubbel that got bigger and bigger. I watch from above, waiting to see how big it would get before it burst. when it did, I felt awesome. Satisfied, finally. Then exhausted.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Blood
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Guard the portals of your mind.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Mind
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Ama wipes her hands on her apron, looks up at our old roof with new eyes, and lifts the baby from his basket. She twirls him in the air, her skirts flying around her ankles the way the clouds swirl around the mountain cap--her laughter fresh and strange and musical to my ears.
- Patricia McCormick
Collection: Baby