If I played the game any other way, you wouldn't know my name. You wouldn't care enough to hate me because I wouldn't be in the NHL.
I had to play a certain way to get in the league. That's kind of where I came from. I wouldn't change a thing going back, I wouldn't change anything that happened.
There are a lot of things people want to look at, pick apart my game, but if you could put any of them in my position, to do anything to make their dream come true... I'm pretty damn sure they'd do it, too.
There's so much to benefit from being able to control your mind in certain situations and it just keeps you even-keel all the time when things are going well and when they're not. That's one thing that I've always had a bit of a tough time doing. When I get up, I get excited. When I'm down, I get pretty frustrated.
The leadership group I had to follow is very easy to walk in their footsteps and try to be like them. You try and set that same example for the guys coming up.
In playoffs, it's so emotional and the tension's really high and guys are laying everything on the line. And when you do that, things get chippy and guys are playing aggressively, and I think it just comes out in the playoffs a little more. When you know what's on the line and what you're expected to do, it just comes out.
I play low to the ice and that's a way I've protected myself in the past - I just felt that it was better to be safe than sorry.
I have to play hard and at the end of the day I still have to strive to protect myself and so does everybody in the league.
I remember being 20 years old and I'm living by myself for the first time with my buddies and what you're worried about day to day is what am I going to eat for dinner? I don't know how to cook, so I've got to get canned food. Those are the only worries you have in the world.
It's tough to lose, but it's a lot tougher to lose knowing how good it is to win, how good it feels to win.
I play with good players. So it makes it a lot easier when you're playing with the guys I'm able to play with.
When you're a young kid and you come into the NHL, you're given money and fame, to an extent, especially in Boston.
Every guy that I've talked to would love to have that opportunity to go, and I don't think there's one guy who's ever said that they don't want to go to the Olympics. That's a dream and something that very few people get to realize.
That's what you need to win a Cup and go far in the playoffs, you need every guy to be accountable in all areas of the ice.
Especially young guys, it's always fun to see young guys come in and have that same enthusiasm about playing a certain way and fitting into a certain role and going after guys, trying to get them off their game.
When you react to things, that's when you get into trouble and it's tough to completely control a split-second reaction.
I mean, that's playoff hockey. You're not going to dominate every game, you're not going to score every goal.
I've always enjoyed the emotion of being out there in the last minute of a game or the last couple minutes down by a goal. I think a lot of guys tend to thrive in that situation and I prefer to be out there.
We want to be better players than we do a pest, but you have to find something to do coming into the League.
For me, when I came in, I was always worried about making the other guys happy and giving them the puck and almost giving them a little too much respect. It can take away from your game a little bit.
There's very few guys that play for one team their whole careers, nowadays, especially in the cap era it's a lot tougher.
I think when I was younger, I knew I was either going to get a penalty or score a goal. It was a gamble. But it benefited me.
I had to play a certain style to get in the league, but now I want to be a player that stays in the league a long time, and you have to change your game and adapt.